One beautiful day

TOday is a beautiful day.

I sat by the creek and contemplated.

I missed the things we do, but somehow it didn't matter.

The serenity and beauty of my feelings and surroundings completely captivated me.

I thought of you...

I discovered you tucked away in the shadows of the trees, then rediscovered you in the smiles of the flower as the sun penetrated the petals.

...in the rhythm of the leaves falling upon the stream.

...in the freedom of the robin as he flew searching as you do.

I'm very happy you have found me.

Now, i will never leave you.

For you will always find me in the beauty of life...

Good thoughts... good karma!

Yeah! I've been suffering chronic depression for the past 2 months. But still, i'm alive and kicking! I need to prove them wrong. Can't just runaway without facing my own battle.

It won't make me less as a person if i'd just antagonize the carnivorous mammal. At first, it was really frustrating! Imagine living your life... Trying to get up after such a nightmare, then there they are mocking at you without knowing the reasons at all. I'M SENSITIVE enough to feel there's something wrong. But hell! How would i know what lies behind?

Am i mad? No, just obsolete! Things happened with reasons... Reasons that "could be" justified. Justification prevails through communication. Communication is a two-way process, there should be a sender and a receiver. Now think!