Love, Love, Love Hater!!!

Dear Hater, 


How is it that you constantly talk about my flaws non-stop? You try to judge every aspect about me. You monitor my bad habits, and take note of my irregular tendencies.. You blatantly discuss my attitude, scrupulously insult my intelligence and undeniably watch out my every move. You analyze my life - every aspect of it! Put meaning to every blog entry I post. Please... everything is not about "someone else". You know what you failed to realize? It's knowing that you're naive to the fact that You Wanna Be Exactly Like Me! 


Okay, how about you just say you're envious.. Don't lie... Denial is a form of weakness. Infact I admire your diligence checking up on my posts daily where you obtain all the information about me - my thoughts perhaps. I am misunderstood from every perception. I don't debate on my past, or who I will be tomorrow, or play heads heads or tails. This is Who I Am, Who I've Been, and Who I Will Always Be. There's no front. I'm not perfect, Never Have Been, and Never Will Be. I fuck up and accept my imperfections and bounce back. So, while you pointlessly waste your insignificant time hating me.. At the same time you're doin' a great job motivating me. 


Sincerely, 
Me, Myself & I 


P.S. Two Thumbs Up To All My Haters 

After much pondering, I’ve come to the conclusion that it’s because haters secretly love me. There is NO OTHER possible explanation as to why they would hunt me down in such a way AND take the time to read my blog AND take the time to comment on it.  So shocks, I’ll take it as a compliment. I'm so flattered!!!

Peace be with you all!!! Keep up the good work! Again, it motivates me. 

Living your Dream

As a child, I've so many dreams... And as I grew up, my dreams never changed. Although, there came a point I almost lost track of what I wanted to become...

Things happened unexpectedly way back which made me decide to gave up that dream or should I say those dreams. Lately, during my me-time I realized that it's not too late to pursue 'em. It's never too late! 

I always wanted to be a lawyer. I found it very admirable to litigate. No wonder, I enjoy debate and heated arguments a lot, but of course, just those decent and civil ones. Recently, an eye-opener lead me to rekindle that dream. I'm seriously considering of going back to school. This time, pursue law proper taking up the Executive classes. Since enrollment is already over, I'd try next semester if it will fit my schedule, and finances of course.

I always wanted to travel. But given the fact my family couldn't afford my whims, it took years before I could finally travel outside the country. Of course, that's the time when I have enough to spend. I definitely work and work to spend it for travel. 

Don't get me wrong, I really love shopping! it's a therapy for me. But, travelling - it's a different feeling of satisfaction. Unexplainable. It was an ode to myself to travel every year since 2010. This year, I'm chasing Asia again...

I really admire people who speak and write different languages. My goal before the end of this year is to learn French and Japanese, if not Korean. I always have passion to learn new and acquire new things. Thanks to Podcast, this dream of mine is no longer impossible as there are readily available audiobooks for these language courses.

I never had sports when I was still young. Maybe because I focused too much in my studies and extra curricular activities (public speaking per se). So, I never had the chance to play any sports. I'll be good at least one sport by the end of this year, either badminton or target shooting. I'll still decide.. Or maybe, swimming since up to this age, I don't know how to swim. Sounds crazy, but true!

I really love music. Infact, singing is part of my everyday routine (esp when I'm bored). But, I found it odd why I no longer strum guitars, nor play piano. I learned these before. But because I didn't practice well, I ended up forgetting how-to. So with that, I'd definitely buy a guitar. Learning how-to is no longer a problem. It's going to be an easy task, with the help of my music instructor.  Yey! ☺☺☺

We may lost some of our dreams. But deep within our hearts, part of it still remains. Never stop chasing that dream! Let's enjoy life while we're young, while we're still breathing... 

Sweetness

Can't thank you enough for making me smile. You know who you are!!! I appreciate the effort playing this with your guitar. More to come... Check out my list:

• Secrets - One Republic
• Chasing Cars - Snow Patrol
• Say it Again - Marie Digby
• Decode - Paramore
• Thinking of You - Katy Pary
• A Thousand Years - Taylor Swift
• Back To December - Taylor Swift
• Unwell - Matchbox 20
• Counting Blue Cars - Dishwalla
• Runaway - Bruno Mars
• Old Friend - Early Rise (Thanks for the influence)
• Payphone - Maroon 5
• I Need You - LeAnn Rhimes
• Stereohearts - Gym Class Heroes
• Breakeven - One Republic
• California King Bed - Rihanna
• You Da One - Rihanna
• Torn - Natalie Imbruglia
• Cool With You - Jennifer Love Hewitt
• Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars

Loser strikes back

People respond to situations differently. Some call out war. While some kept silent. And, that was the path I've chosen. I remained silent despite all the accusations. Long-time feud caused by enviousness and jealousy has put to an end. It doesn't matter what has been said, who said it and to whom it was said. Truth of the matter is, such a feeling of relief exists.

Happiness. As per Wiki, it is a mental or emotional state of well-being characterized by positive or pleasant emotions ranging from contentment to intense joy. 

Just when I thought it's already over, then I received new comment now. But of course I won't approve it. Why should I? This is my space, and I deserve to whether approve or reject comments. In all fairness, it really made me laugh. Very poor rebuttal, weak points. Whoever you are, I'd like to stress out few points:

1. Stop meddling as you are not involved. You have no right to comment or react as you do not personally know me. And I don't have time to get to know you. Such a waste of time.

2. You are a LOSER! Leaving comments just like that without representing yourself makes me want to laugh at you more and more. Who do you think you are?

3. ISSUE RESOLVED. Just for the record, you have already mistreated, convicted me without due process. And, last Saturday was just a proof that all doubts and prejudices were cleared up. So, stop bad mouthing! You do not matter to me!

4. Having a pretty face with no wits and brains is useless, especially if your hobby is ranting and whining. Personality counts. Better think twice before you comment in my blog. Again, this is my space. You have no right.

5. RESPECT. You're just viewing and reading my blog. I thank you for taking time to read my posts. It just shows how interested you are about me, myself and I. Thank you for supporting my blog. 

6. YOU'RE STUPID!!! I challenge you to tell who you are! I dare you, and I'll approve it! Prove you're worthy. Otherwise, you're such a low-rate-pathetic-loser who just eavesdrops on me. But still, thank you for being A FAN!!!

Go back to the jungle where you truly belong! I just gave you credit for featuring you here in my blog. I'm really laughing my heart out. Thanks for giving me enormous laugh today. Your rants really made my day... Climate already changed. It's rainy days now... So, better start moving on. Stop being pathetic!!!

Smile

Thank you for making me smile...

You're better then the best
I'm lucky just to linger in your light
Cooler than the flip side
Of my pillow, that's right

Completely unaware
Nothing can compare to where
You send me, lets me know that it's okay
Yeah, it's okay
And the moments where my good times start to fade

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Even when you're gone,
Somehow you come along just like
A flower pokin' through the sidewalk crack
And just like that
You steal away the rain, and just like that

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile

Don't know how I lived without you
'Cause every time that I get around you
I see the best of me inside your eyes
You make me smile

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild

You make me smile like the sun, fall out of bed
Sing like bird, dizzy in my head
Spin like a record, crazy on a Sunday night

You make me dance like a fool, forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Oh, you make me smile
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh, you make me smile
(Oh, you make me smile)
Oh, you make me smile