A friend of mine sharing a letter which has never been sent out.
How do you mend a broken heart? How do you tell your heart to stop beating for someone you're not suppose to love? How could you tell if it's really love or it's just a mere admiration or attraction maybe.
Been thinking crazy for the past few weeks. Trying to do soul searching but still questions are unanswered. Will confrontation work? Should I tell what I feel to make this feeling go away? But what if I'm wrong? What if there's really nothing?
This is insane. It's been haunting me. I listen to radio, I hear THAT song. I watch movies, I hear THAT song or thy name. Am I too desperate to know the answers? Are you thinking of me? What's the point of knowing the answers? Will it make any difference? It won't change a damn thing. What it is… I really don't know. When will I find out? That am not even sure.
Sigh.
Or maybe I'm just thinking too much. Maybe because I seek for answers, it made me think I feel something special. Maybe I just over analyzed things. I should think that this is not worth it. I shouldn't waste my time thinking and seeking for answers. I guess, I'm a prisoner of my own captivity… There's no point of thinking… no point at all. Maybe then, this will soon fade away.
- Anonymous
