Goodbye 2010. Hello 2011

Dear 2010, 


It was not an easy ride after all. Been thru ups and downs. But it was an exciting experience as I learned and now I'm tougher. 


Thank you for the good health, abundance and peace of mind. 


I welcome you 2011 with open arms. I'm ready for a new bumpy ride.

Jaiho Not Needed

I'm really pissed. I gave up! Wala na talaga!!! Haay... New Year pa naman! Mabait naman ako. Bakit ako pinaparusahan ng ganito? Sakit na sa bangs!!! Common sense naman please!!!!


Can you just please leave me alone? I'm really uncertain if I can still keep my sanity. 

Ouch!

Muscle pains. 


Ouch! Ouch! Ouch!


Can't get up yet as I feel so tired from last night's general cleaning for today's fiance's family reunion. We finished at 4am.

Changing the World works

So happy as I nailed it... Am really happy as I just got hired as full-time employee from THE NEXT BIG THING!!! Yes! I never expected this opportunity to come along. Just can't express how HAPPY am I right now.


Well infact, I was just shocked when I was invited for an interview. It was really overwhelming being invited. Of course, I wouldn't let it pass. Mind you, I've been through more than 4 interviews with different people. It wasn't expected that it would be easy. I really did my best on every conversation as I knew I really had to step up my game.


Thank PapaGod for another blessing. It's so AMAZING!!!

Welcome 2010

People tend to release their stress in many ways. But what I found worked for me is thru blogging. I was as so amazed checking all my entries way back 2005. Oh yes! I've been addicted to blog writing way way back.  It's been years since I posted an entry. Yet now I'm back.

I was damn busy last year. 2009 for me was a year of challenges, triumphs and new beginnings. Early part of the year, I left my comfort zone. It was really hard to leave if you knew you belong in that group. For what? I don't know… Maybe because I was bored with my life, and I wanted to prove something. So there, I joined another group. First few weeks being in that core, I knew it - there's a mismatch in culture.  But, I've always been a fighter. Despite challenges, depressions and over-stressed work, I tried to find my inner core happiness to bring me back to the core. I couldn't lose my grip, couldn't let go that easily. No regrets of trying to belong… I learned and experienced a lot. It's just not meant for me. Sometimes, you just couldn't fit in no matter what you do. It's hard to embrace something you don't really believe in.  At first, you could try to immerse… but sooner, you won't be able to take it anymore. It feels like you can't breathe anymore.

To those people who hurt me - THANK YOU! Without you, I wouldn't be stronger. I would have never realized what path I should really be taking. Because of you, I came to my senses - and understood I can't always please everyone. Thank you! Now, I'm stronger and better!

To those people I hurt in the past - I'M SORRY! Maybe, I'm just another girl, and I couldn't stand for what I should be. Or maybe I was not looking at my imperfections.

I've been blessed because I came to a realization. It's about time for me to do what I love the most. Nobody can stop me now from doing what I want. Being ME without any façade. I welcome 2010 with many opportunities to grow and mature as a person.