Stolen Moments

Am I being paranoid? Are they watching all of my actions. This is very unbecoming.

Yet, I'm not in control. Can no longer think anymore?

Upwards. Inside. 2souls. Then, the clock stopped. It was just 3 seconds of sweetness graze. Seized.

Rhythm came in just right in time. I never asked for love. I'm taking my pill now. I'm getting too addicted to it. Felt the pain, felt the glory, felt the rhythm, felt it all just when i least expect it.

Sweet bliss

He was with me in paradise. We explore the beauty and silence of it. Nurtured each moment as if it was the last. Forget about tomorrows. For it would spoil the instant. we flew away. Only the serenity and beauty of completeness captivated our souls. Discovered how it tucked away in the shadows of the trees, then rediscovered on the smile of flower as the sun penetrated its petals... In the rhythm of the leaves falling upon the stream... In the freedom of the robin as he flew searching.. There we are... Perfect rhythm witnessed by the Roseline...

"It rained. I saw his face through the clouded window pane. It seemed he was crying but it was just the rain falling down the window. I heard his laughter but it was only the thunder repeating itself. I thought, I heard him talking to me, but it was only the branches rubbing against the glass."

On his thoughts

Now it's working...

"We will stand thread bare. And, I will see you in your place, as we can not

measure the inevitable see nor the space between us, I will wait!

We have borders to cross..."

And, I'll have my piece... Just right in time.

Moment of inertia

"There are things left uspoken. Silence makes you contemplate,

confusion gives excitement and thrill becomes sweeter. Amidst all these, truth remains..."

He went to citibank around 8:30pm just to see me before his shift. We only had 2 hrs of sleep after exchanging text messages til almost 5pm. We had a casual talk. Nothing mushy. Nothing passionate. But, i can feel that "something". Just need to have it for the right time.

Rattling stage

Never wanted to complicate things. I'm just waiting for the right time. Maybe, he thought I'm just bluffing. I messed it all up. So, i told him forget what i said. It won't matter to him anyway. He said it matters. I wish he could read my mind and i could do the same. But, he can't, so am i.

Hovering

I know there's something... I need to know what he really thinks. He gave me all the signs. It's been awhile.. Now is the right moment to know. And, I'm right! I caught him off-guard. Well, it's better to regret things that you tried instead of regretting asking yourself "what if?"

He said looking good is an understatement. I look hot! So, there! Gotcha! Ah well, that was exactly the purpose. But he didn't know anything. He kept on asking. I kept on responding figuratively. Let him think for now... Let him read my mind. That's how it will bring him throb.

Broken-winded

I woke up at 4:30 am. I have nothing to do in our orange house. So, i decided to go to the office even if it's my off. I checked my email. I knew it! He sent me an email.

"His words.. undying words..sweet words... lies! lies!"

Told myself gotta stop! It's easier said than done. I know, i'll get over it. I'd never indulge myself.. never again! Venom was never a sweet jazz. It was more of a potion... deceiving! alluring! misleading! deluding! desirable yet habitual!

In the absence of pleasure... there's tranquil.