Driving force... Core Happiness!

"Moments of sadness. Dissatisfaction. Failure. Disappointments. Disagreements. Undefined scope. Immeasurable biases. Left out. Alone. Unsupported. Indispensable. Agonies. Stressed. Confusions. Arguments. Demotivated."

These are all negative feelings that all of us feel during the lowest point of our life. I, myself experienced such. Leaving your comfort zone is always an option. But will that address the issue? Certainly not.

At times we want to give up. At times we just want to go with the flow. Be casual as we can be. I think this is normal. We're just human. We have emotions.

My Boss always tell me to control my emotions. You can easily predict what my mood is. Yes! I'm a very transparent person. I laugh. Cry. Shown. Frown. Agitate. Under no circumstances should I set aside what I feel. I just easily let it out. The question is... did these help me to accomplish my goals? Definitely not.

Upon processing things, I realized that it's pushing me to dwell more on the emotions but not really the solution of the problem. One way to combat negative emotions is to find your core happiness. What keeps you going? What makes you happy? What are the things that lighten up your day? Could be a SMILE from your colleagues. Cup of coffee. Your family. Loved ones. Friends. Status. Achievement. Achievements. Goals. Principle...

Clock is ticking. I still have shift schedule later. Yet I feel energized. I know there will be upcoming challenges at work and it's inevitable. Just need to stop. Breath. Concentrate. Reminisce the happy thoughts, process it to drive my core happiness back. Happy thoughts! Just focus on happy thoughts!

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New Addiction

Oh yes! I've been fascinated with Facebook. It's totally new for me and still trying to get used to it. It's better than social-networking sites. You can do anything you want. Be a slayer! Give Starbucks coffee to a friend. Plant a tree! Own someone! I even received Gucci bags! Yep! Really cool huh?! But of course, it's all virtual. Gotta make use of your imagination!

Pain killerz

Just arrived from our ANZAC Party at Elbow Room in Metrowalk. . Good thing that I was able to leave early. Btw, if you have no idea what ANZAC means. Here goes... (Australian and New Zealand Army Corps).

Although Anzac Day, the anniversary of the first day of conflict, does not mark a military triumph, it does remind Kiwis (New Zealanders) of a very important episode in New Zealand's history. Great suffering was caused to a small country by the loss of so many of its young men. But the Gallipoli campaign showcased attitudes and attributes - bravery, tenacity, practicality, ingenuity, loyalty to King and comrades - that helped New Zealand define itself as a nation, even as it fought unquestioningly on the other side of the world in the name of the British Empire.

So much about history...

During the afternoon, Ivy and I were playin' with our Boss's new 6500 phone inside her office. Mind you, Boss's phone is really cool with its sleek design. We just had a conference call about our ASAT results. There was not much meat to that meeting due to the fact that our account wasn't included in the results. (Long story...)

I've no plans of goin to the ANZAC party because I have shift schedule tomorrow. Not only that I was on leave for 3 days, but I was also not feeling well due to my vertigo. (Told you, until now it's keeping me paranoid.)

My mindset was I won't be attending the party because intended to go straight home after the interview. Bottom line is... I attended the party. Infact, I went there with my Boss, Andrei and Arlo.

I've not been partying for how many months now, still couldn't enjoy the party. Still paranoid! Couldn't smoke... Couldn't have a shot! Oh, I had just one San Mig light.

Next to me is Anj then Raya. We didn't plan wearing the same color. It just happened. Same wavelength?!!! Anj had to leave for Medical City because Ching has been confined for 2 days now. :( Don't wanna dwell too much on that idea cause it's breaking me apart.

Didn't stay that long at the party. After Raya's piece, I asked Ivy if we can leave already. I was starting to have a migraine again. So, gotta contain it before I really spoil the fun.

Scared to death

I've been wallowing on what's going to happen with me this Saturday. It just started with a simple migraine which triggered my vertigo. Holysh*t! I was advised by my physician to undergo EEG test. So, I searched the net and here's what I've found out:

An electroencephalogram (EEG) (elek-tro-in-SEF-all-oh-gram) is a neurological test that measures the electrical signals within your brain, and records them on a graph.

I'm holding my breath til Saturday. I'm gonna be fine...

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Getting on my nerves

Now I know the reason why that fugly slut couldn't move up the rank. She's so dumb! She can't even speak good English. She's undeniably annoying. One big-LIAR! She has the guts to mock at me and talk behind my back. I couldn't bare the thought of seeing her (with her eyes rolling) whenever we bump into each other. If only I can be violent or be a true-blooded assassin. grrr... Just really wanna hit her until she gets hurt. Seriously, she needs to see a doctor. She needs therapy for that matter. It would help Communication Skills Training too, or maybe I should give her English 101 for Dummies.

Pause.

That's when I realized, retaliating back wouldn't stop her from being annoying. It wouldn't stop her from beating me (annoying me for that matter.) Calling her fugly slut won't make me skinner. Calling her stupid don't make me any smarter. Thought of ruining her life wouldn't do me any good and definitely won't make me any happier. All I can do with my life is try to take her out of my system. That's it! Need to block all negative thoughts...