Too late

I just want to blog this.

Monday

I was so excited to go to school as I'll be seeing my suitor & my secret crush, Charlie again. Burthen, the whole day he just smiled as my close guy friend, Carlo cheered me up. He didn't even talk to me, he just smiled.

Tuesday

I was thinking Charlie might approach me now as he should since he's courting me. But then, the whole day he just smiled as my close guy friend, Carlo cheered me up. He didn't even talk to he just smiled.

Wednesday

I didn't want to talk to anyone, not even Carlo who cared so much for me since I was pissed off ofCharlie. As usual the whole day he just smiled as my close guy friend, Carlo cheered me up. He didn't even talk to me, he just smiled.

Thursday

I went to school as usual. Carlo kept cheering me up. I was so pissed that I shouted at him and told him to just leave me alone. And Charlie? the whole day he just smiled. He didn't even talk to me, he just smiled. My close guy friend Carlo tried to ignore me the whole day.

Friday

I received a note with the words:"You just don't know how much I love you, I know it's impossible for you to like me, but I just want to let you know how amazing you are." Even though there's no sign from the sender or even a name, I was sure it was from Charlie. And the whole day he just smiled. He didn't even talk to me, he just smiled. My close guy friend Carlo tried to ignore me the whole day.

10 years after...

Here I am at my close friend, Carlo's wedding with Charlie as my date. I never enjoyed Charlie's company, Carlo still rocks my socks. But it was too late, he's getting married. And besides, he's too good for me. He would never love a person like me. 

Before the ceremony, Carlo went up to me and asked, "What is that paper you're holding? " 

It was the note from Charlie, 10 years ago, "Oh, the love letter from Charlie saying how much he loved me. It's been 10 years, you know." 

Then, Carlo bowed his head and tears fell from his eyes and said, "You just don't know how much I love you. I was the one who gave you that note 10 years ago. It wasn't Charlie. I wanted to tell you in person, but I was afraid you'd reject me and our friendship forever. I was too afraid to lose you." 

I started to cry. I just said, "I loved you too. All this time, it was you. But I thought that you only see me as this friend." 

Carlo whispered to me, "I'm sorry. It's too late." And he went back to his soon-to-be wife as Charlie asked me what happened. "It all ends today." And I just cried.

Love don't suck, its the person don't know how to see the real meaning of love....