Expectations, expectations, expectations!

If things go wrong. How do you take it? Will you accept things as it is or try to get away with it?

There are things better left unspoken. It may never be perfect as it seem yet we just need to look how can we use it on our own advantage. I can't be direct to the point on this blog post. I'm trying to protect the people involve... I'm trying to protect myself from any danger this may cause me.

Nothing more hurtful than a smooth attack of deceit. So, how would you take it? Will you retaliate back or look at the brighter side of it.

I've always been pessimistic about things. What i realized is that the reason i usually got affected is because i expect so much from people. I value the people i work with, i treat them as friends. And if something uninviting comes, i usually react and got hurt. You may ask, what the hell am i trying to point out?! Just read between the lines. If you're smart enough to delve down, you may find the reason behind...

"Beware Of Slowing Down"

This poem's about a lesson,

while training for your crown.

To always steady grow,

to beware of slowing down.

Learn something every day,

while on the battle-ground.

Get stronger every trial,

must beware of slowing down.

Must press ahead each day,

don't turn or look around.

Don't rest or think to quit,

just beware of slowing down.

For if you start to slow,

it'll make you fret and frown.

Watch greatness pass you by,

so beware of slowing down.

I learned my Holy lesson,

it's subtle yet profound.

A lesson of moving ahead,

it's beware of slowing down.

For when I rule in heaven,

I'll wear my golden crown.

Swiftly Bless my citizens,

I'll beware of slowing down.

I'll briskly fill their joy,

keep them safe and sound.

Serve with steady pace,

but beware of slowing down.

I'll serve them speedy fast,

so quick it will astound.

I'll lead them through eternity,

will beware of slowing down.

I'll think about my citizens,

my love for them abound.

I'll love with Holy zeal,

I'll beware of slowing down.

© 2005 Terry Goss Holy Poems.org

"The Love He Has For You"

This poem's about His love, a love that's Holy true.
As Father to His Son, the love He has for you.

A love that's so creative, a love you're made into.
Made into His image, the love He has for you.

To love you like Himself, to cherish Bless and woo.
As part of His own body, the love He has for you.

A deep and perfect love, reserved for just a few.
Reserved for His dear family, the love He has for you.

A love that never dies, a love He won't undo.
A lasting Holy love, the love He has for you.

A love to show He cares, a love to grow into.
A love to be beside you, the love He has for you.

A love you cannot earn, no matter what you do.
A love that's freely given, the love He has for you.

A love that's so compelling, to do the things He do.
A love that's deeply moving, the love He has for you.

The love He has for you, a love to Him as pleasure.
A love to Him as joy, a love to Him as treasure.

The love He has for you, a love with all His might.
A strong and power love, a love that's glowing bright.

The love He has for you, a love I can't described.
A marvel and a wonder, a love that's glorified.

The love He has for you, share with you His wealth.
Share with you His Kingdom, share till nothing's left.

The love He has for you, a love He can't confine.
A love with open heart, a love that is divine.

A love that's always fresh, a love that's always new.
A love that's always flowing, the love He has for you.

A love you didn't know, a love you never knew.
A love to be revealed, the love He has for you.

A love no one can measure, dimensions without clue.
No boundary or a wall, the love He has for you.

A love to keep Him close, to stick to you like glue.
A love to give His all, the love He has for you.

A love that's always willing, alert without miscue.
A love that's eager ready, the love He has for you.

Help you while on Earth, cheer you when you're blue.
Love with tender mercy, the love He has for you.

He even came Himself, your spirit to renew.
Died for all your sins, the love He has for you.

Sent His Holy Spirit, teach you what to do.
Love you every step, the love He has for you.

Sent His mighty angels, help you make it through.
Love to show concern, the love He has for you.

Sent His Holy poems, let you read and view.
Gift to show His love, the love He has for you.

So now you know His love, a love that's ready due.
A love to cherish now, the love He has for you.

So now you know His love, a love you must pursue.
Pursue throughout eternity, the love He has for you.

So now you know His love, a love to crown you too.
A love to rule beside Him, the love He has for you.

So now you know His love, a love that grew and grew.
A love forever growing, the love He has for YOU!

"Beware Of Thinking You!"

This poem's about a lesson,
it's something you must do.
Stay focused on your citizens,
to beware of thinking you!

Stay focused on your love,
your bride that's Holy true.
Must love with full attention,
so beware of thinking you.

Thoughts of you yourself,
must conquer and subdue.
Must focus on your citizens,
and beware of thinking you.

Must think about your citizens,
to rule and lead them through.
Lead them through eternity,
just beware of thinking you.

For if you lose your focus,
and self is what you view.
You're blind to Holy greatness,
must beware of thinking you.

For greatness is to serve,
a goal you must pursue.
A king disguised as servant,
should beware of thinking you.

A king who loves to serve,
your bride you'll love and woo.
The treasure of your heart,
so beware of thinking you.

Treat them as dear family,
must stick to them like glue.
Serve them every chance,
but beware of thinking you.

Must be at beck and call,
to answer upon cue.
To overflow their joy,
to beware of thinking you.

No secret wish of gain,
no feel of something due.
Just give without receive,
and beware of thinking you.

When all your love is given,
and love for self is slew.
You've met your Holy purpose,
now beware of thinking you.

The reason you were made,
wise king you'll grow into.
Made only for your citizens,
so beware of thinking you.

Made only for their love,
their joy you will renew.
Their king who gave his all,
just beware of thinking you.

For when their joy is full,
it'll touch and Bless you too.
It'll quickly Bless my Father,
must beware of thinking you.

I learned my Holy lesson,
it taught me something new.
A lesson about myself,
it's beware of thinking you.

For when I rule in heaven,
it's greatness I'll pursue.
I'll give myself away,
will beware of thinking you.

I'll quickly freely give,
my best I will outdo.
I'll always seek to serve,
and beware of thinking you.

I'll think about my citizens,
I'll love and Bless them too.
I'll keep them on my mind,
I'll beware of thinking you!

© 2005 Terry Goss Holy Poems.org

"Beware Of Falling Asleep"

This poem's about a lesson,
my attention I must keep.
Stay focused on my training,
to beware of falling asleep.

My training as a king,
a privileged Holy feat.
Can't let myself get groggy,
should beware of falling asleep.

Can't fill my mind with worry,
It'll make me cry and weep.
It'll take my mind off training,
it'll make me fall asleep.

Can't let concerns distract me,
let cares begin to creep.
Begin to weigh me down,
just beware of falling asleep.

Concern for Earthly cares,
will slowly start to seep.
Will lull me into danger,
so beware of falling asleep.

They'll lull me into trance,
a trance so dark and deep.
Rob me of my training,
must beware of falling asleep.

My cares will hypnotize me,
they'll cheat me by deceit.
They'll keep me from my crown,
they'll make me fall asleep.

For if I start to slumber,
my failure will be steep.
I'll slip into a coma,
must beware of falling asleep.

While my soul's in coma,
I'm quiet without peep.
I'm dead to Holy greatness,
so beware of falling asleep.

I learned my Holy lesson,
it kept me from defeat.
Taught me to be watchful,
and beware of falling asleep.

When my training's finished,
my heart will jump and leap.
An overcoming king,
who did not fall asleep!

For when I rule in heaven,
it's greatness that I'll reap.
Alert with full attention,
will beware of falling asleep.

My kingdom will be great,
my life will be complete.
Attention for my citizens,
I'll beware of falling asleep.

I'll focus on my citizens,
be humble gentle meek.
I'll keep them on my mind,
and beware of falling asleep.

I'll think about my citizens,
a love I'll always keep.
A love that never wanders,
I'll beware of falling asleep.

© 2005 Terry Goss Holy Poems.org

"Beware Of Thinking Small"

This poem's about a lesson,
it made my thinking tall.
To always think of plenty,
and beware of thinking small.

For if my thinking's tiny,
greatness will be stalled.
It'll rob me of abundance,
so beware of thinking small.

Must make my thinking big,
no boundary or a wall.
Grow out-do my best,
must beware of thinking small.

Small was in my memory,
a shortage I recall.
Scarceness while on Earth,
it kept me thinking small.

Robbed me of my vision,
it slowed my life to crawl.
I always lived with limits,
it kept me thinking small.

Ignored the Earthly limits,
with boldness nerve and gall.
Ignored the scales of measure,
was beware of thinking small.

For if I think of limits,
it'll surely make me fall.
It'll keep me from my best,
must beware of thinking small.

I learned my Holy lesson,
my thinking overhauled.
A lesson I'll remember,
it's beware of thinking small.

When I'm king in heaven,
And love I am enthralled.
I'll never set a limit,
I'll beware of thinking small.

I'll think about my citizens,
and answer Holy call.
Share with them a plenty,
will beware of thinking small.

While I rule in heaven,
I'll love and give my all.
I'll give 'till overflowing,
I'll beware of thinking small.

© 2005 Terry Goss Holy Poems.org

"Beware Of Squeezing In"

This poem's about a lesson,
of heaven and conquering sin.
A lesson of kingdom greatness,
to beware of squeezing in.

Must enter in as victor,
for greatness to begin.
A Holy conquering king,
so beware of squeezing in.

Don't throw away your greatness,
content to crawl your way in.
Content with just being saved,
just beware of squeezing in.

Beware of just getting by,
when greatness is there to win.
Must seek to be your best,
must beware of squeezing in.

Your best as overcomer,
make wisdom your dear friend.
Must feel this way on entry,
and beware of squeezing in.

I learned my lesson wisely,
mistake won't happen again.
Do my best in heaven,
but beware of squeezing in.

My best I'll surely give,
I'll do it again and again.
I'll move from love to love,
will beware of squeezing in.

My best I'll treat my citizens,
their love I'll earn and win.
Their king who gave his all,
I'll beware of squeezing in.

My best I'll rule in heaven,
persist through thick and thin.
Do all I possibly can,
and beware of squeezing in.

© 2005 Terry Goss Holy Poems.org

"Beware Of Wasted Time"

This poem's about a lesson, I'll always keep in mind.
protect and guard my treasure, to beware of wasted time.

A treasure if it's wasted, would be a Holy crime.
A treasure lost forever, so beware of wasted time.

No tears can bring it back, not if you sob and whine.
Must guard against each second, and beware of wasted time.

For if it's lost or stolen, no more you'll never find.
It'll break your heart so deeply, just beware of wasted time.

For when that time is needed, you'll be in such a bind.
Remember you threw it away, so beware of wasted time.

Must view it as a gift, to treat it precious prime.
If I'm to rule in heaven, must beware of wasted time.

My citizens in heaven, I'll help them grow and shine.
I'll value every moment, I'll beware of wasted time.

Now I'm a king in heaven, I'm Holy and divine.
I learned my lesson wisely, to beware of wasted time.

© 2005 Terry Goss Holy Poems.org

"Beware Of Give To Get"

This poem's about a lesson,
I'll never ever regret.
I learned it from my Father,
to beware of give to get.

A lesson He carefully taught me,
when giving there is a threat.
The danger of secret return,
so beware of give to get.

Don't look to fill your bosom,
with Blessings you surely expect.
Your giving was trade disguised,
must beware of give to get.

Don't expect the windows to open,
keep track of invisible debt.
Cheerfully give if in your heart,
and beware of give to get.

I learned my lesson wisely,
a Blessing I'll never forget.
It'll stay with me forever,
It's beware of give to get.

The thing I'll do the most,
when kingdom is ready and set.
Is give and give some more,
I'll beware of give to get.

As king I'll give my citizens,
my love that never will quit.
No thought or sign of return,
will beware of give to get.

As king I'll rule in heaven,
and on my throne I'll sit.
I learned the art of giving,
to beware of give to get.

© 2005 Terry Goss Holy Poems.org

"If I Only Knew"

If I only knew Jesus loves me,
I'd Bless and thank Him each day.
If I only knew about angels,
I'd ask them to pave out my way.

If I only knew I'd go to heaven,
I'd start living it now in my mind.
If I only knew how to pray,
it'll be something I'd do all the time.

If I only knew God was with me,
I'd know I was not left alone.
If I only knew about glory,
I'd be anxious for crown and my throne.

If I only knew about Holiness,
I'd bathe in its great glowing light.
If I only knew how to love,
I'd do it with all of my might.

If I only knew about greatness,
I'd never settle for less.
If I only knew what to do,
I'd do it and make it my best.

If I only knew I'd live forever,
I'd laugh at death in its face.
If I only knew of judgment,
I'd ask God to please take my place.

If I only knew about giving,
I'd be Blessed above all the fray.
If I only knew how to serve,
I'd live in a much noble way.

If I only knew about power,
I'd grab it and never let go.
If I only knew about patience,
I'd slow down and take it real slow.

If I only knew about forgiving,
I'd done it a long time ago.
If I only knew about character,
I'd know it's the best way to grow.

If I only knew my talents,
I'd share them and help all I can.
If I only knew about wisdom,
I'd know that the kingdom's at hand.

If I only knew how to help,
I'd pitch in to lighten a load.
If I only knew to obey,
I'd do all I was commanded and told.

If I only knew myself,
I'd know why I act as I do.
If I only knew my God,
I'd know His promises are true.

If I only knew my future,
I'd stop wasting all of my time.
If I only knew a little faith,
I'd know it'll work out just fine.

If I only knew about heaven,
I'd prepare for it early not late.
If I only knew about rulership,
I'd be anxious and couldn't hardly wait.

If I only knew salvation,
I'd know my soul is still lost.
If I only knew about hell,
I'd avoid it no matter the cost.

If I only knew my soul,
I'd know I was seriously sick.
If I only knew I didn't know,
I'd learn about life really quick.

If I only knew I was blind,
I'd ask God for sight just to see.
If I only knew myself,
I'd know what's going on inside me.

If I only knew I'd win,
I'd put up a much better fight.
If I only knew how to grow,
I'd do it each day and each night.

If I only knew THAT knowledge,
I'd then know all the facts.
If I only knew understanding,
I'd know what's holding me back.

© 2005 Terry Goss Holy Poems.org

"Pain Of Judgment"

This poem's about a pain,
the worst I ever felt.
The loss of just one soul,
my heart would quickly melt.


A pain I tried to hide,
and hope no one would see.
A pain that robbed my joy,
a pain that stole my glee.

A pain that hurt me badly,
like nothing had before.
A pain with sorrow heart,
it hurt me to the core.

A pain so deeply felt,
a pain I can't describe.
A pain I'll always remember,
a pain I had inside.

A pain that came with judgment,
a pain I knew so well.
A pain I had to bear,
when sentencing to hell.

A pain that's right and lawful,
that justice would require.
A pain to see their face,
when cast into the fire.

A pain that followed verdict,
a pain of greatly cost.
A pain that came each time,
I knew a soul was lost.

© 2005 Terry Goss Holy Poems.org

All about Choices

When I was still young, I found it easy to deal with everything... All I worry about was how to get ACE on my subjects, how to keep my scholarship and how to keep my parents proud. I would only cry over something that's too petty like not going to an overnight swimming with my classmates or to hike at Mt. Makiling because my parents wouldn't allow me to. I could still remember my tantrums when my Mom and Dad didn't sign my waiver to go to my Girl Scout camping. But after a week or two, I was okay and fine as if nothing happened.

I started to be independent when I was 18. I stayed in a dormitory approximately 2 hour drive from home. It was my parents preference because I'd always got sick with the travel time to the University. I was on my 2nd year College then.

I learned in life, for you to be able to keep up, you must mingle with the different types of people. I grew up in a conservative family. My parents don't have vices. College life was a breakthrough to accept change. Everything's different. I met a gay couple who used to live in the same house I was. At first, I felt it was such a moral disgrace. Growing up as a Catholic Christian, I felt they were sinners. But the guys really rock my world. They taught me being gay is just an acceptance of who they really are. Falling inlove with the same sex is unconditional. Come to think of it, it is... I also met a high-end prostitute who used to be in my class. She was pretty and all that. Before I didn't understand why'd she do that. Then I came to realize, it was her choice to finish College. I got friends who were addicted to shabu and marijuana. They'd usually party before our exams and Parliamentary procedure recital. Some of them did that before our Theatrical performance. It was when I realized, it would make them feel confident and face rejections.

I remember this friend in my my first year high. She's really an epitome of beauty and brains. She grew up in States, and enrolled in our University because she had a traumatic past back there. She had a boyfriend who was also our classmate. They were together until we graduated. She went back to the US after graduation. She said she'd just need to work harder so that she could pay for the lot she wanted them to live in when they settle down. But I heard they didn't end up together. Infact, the guy is happily married now. I didn't understand what else could that guy ask for? He almost had it all. She's a total catch!

It was when I realized people make their own choices. With the gay couple, it was their choice why they'd chose to be with the same sex. They'd express themselves freely with one another. They broke up before they graduated, but they remained friends until now. With the high-end prostitute, teething was her way to survive College. Now, she's a prominent lawyer. With my addicted friends, partying made them surpass our not-so-easy exams and shows. They made it to College and became successful Entrepenuers. With my friend in first year high, it was her choice to leave for the states to buy the lot of her dreams in the expense of her own happiness. She's still single by choice, and successful business woman. With the guy, it was his choice to chose someone who would stand up for him through richer and in poorer. Maybe, he was looking for a deeper meaning of relationship.

Funny thing about choices is once you make them, you have to live with them. You gotta embrace them. Never look back for it would only hurt you so bad...

Pause.

Maybe it's time for me to reassess the situation... Gotta make my own choice! Whatever it is, I'd make sure, it's for my own sake... And I won't regret.

A, B, C

Wait. Wait. Wait.

Accept. Expect the unexpected. Let universe do the works.

Leave. Ignore. Just get out. Move on...

Love Remembrance

I sit quietly in my winter garden
Holding your Love in my finger tips

I breathe in the cool, crisp air and I feel content
For I know that you will always adore me despite our differences

The frozen silence swirling around me brings peace to my heart
And lulls me deeper into complacency

I drift into a drowsy half-sleep and
Fragmented images of you begin passing through my mind
A timeless trance
A brush of shadows moving across my face

Patterns of your discontent dance in the wind-teased winter leaves around my feet
And a vague unease begins to scratch at the velvet overlay of delusion I shroud myself in

As I sleep
Your soul became a growing tsunami fighting against my neglect for your needs
Anger so all-encompassing it has no focus

Over endless white snow through endless white fog
Your ghost runs beside me along with memories of the times I came to my garden to forget
The times we spent in endless strife

We stare at each other through our spirit-eyes
The dead silence between us running deep

We move in our own separate solitudes, turning in on ourselves in a grim struggle to maintain our sanity
Becoming so far removed from each other
I cannot understand what you desperately need from me

Disturbed deeply by these visions
I stumble
Lost in this chaotic whirl

My illusion that you could never leave me turns cold
And forever winter nights run across my soul

Grief, rage and accusations flow out of me, until my tears calm into quiet acceptance

At last I awake and chide my empty fingers
For your love is truly gone from my hands
And now love remembrance is all I have left.

--M.D Burke

Grays & Tears

Do you remember me?
I am the light and illusion flickering around you
Fading into an indistinct existence
This was once my place

Do you still feel my love?
A mélange of passions shaded in grays and tears
Diminishing into an undefined splatter of reality
I reach out across the astral plane

Take a leap of faith!
I am here for you again
My soul manifests
As a pronounced fascination of sentiments
Dimension and time converging around us

I'm right here
You just have to believe

Wreathed in an elegant nimbus of remembrance
My soul arches in a graceful ascent above the moon cast sky
How is it you cannot see me?

Compelled by love
My spirit rests here beside you
Imprinted in elaborations of unseen eons
I await your awakening, my Love...

--M.D. Burke

Up, Up and away

"Karma is the eternal assertion of human freedom.
Our thoughts, our words and deeds
are the threads of the net
which we throw around ourselves."
--Swami Vivekananda

"We are more powerful than we even imagine."
--KLBseagull

"You'll see it when you believe it!"
--Dr. Wayne Dyer

"If you are open to new possibilities in your life, then that alone will give you access to those possibilities - readiness is all."
--Dr. Deepak Chopra

"There is no such thing as chance; And what to us seems merest accident
springs from the deepest source of destiny."
--Friedrich von Schiller

"Make divine choices. This is a matter of refusing to make a choice based upon the expectations of others. Instead, you decide to act in ways consistent with your purpose and who you really are."
--Dick Sutphen

"Just trust yourself, then you will know how to live."
--Goethe

"Imagination is more important than knowledge."
--Albert Einstein

"Do or do not. There is no try."
--Yoda

"People stumble over the truth from time to time, but most pick themselves up and hurry off as if nothing happened."
--Sir Winston Churchill

"If you think you can do a thing, or think you can't do a thing - you're right!"
--Henry Ford

"Let the waters settle. You will see stars and moon mirrored in your being."
--Rumi

"We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts we make the world."
--Buddha

"In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity."
--Albert Einstein

"If you believe it will work out, you'll see opportunities. If you believe it won't, you'll see obstacles."
--Dr. Wayne Dyer

"Out beyond ideas of right-doing and wrong-doing there is a field. I'll meet you there."
--Rumi

"I believe in the perfect outcome of every situation in my life."
-Brian Tracy

After witnessing the power of the force, Luke Skywalker exclaimed,
"I don't believe it!"
His Jedi mentor responded...
"That is why you fail."
--The Empire Strikes Back

"It is amazing what you can accomplish if you do not care who gets the credit."
--Harry S Truman

"Life is like a phone call with a loved one. When it is cut short, we realize how much of it we have wasted."
--KLBseagull

"People will forget what you said, and people will forget what you did, but they will never forget how you made them feel."
--Astraea

"When given the choice between being right or being kind, always choose kind."
--Dr. Wayne Dyer

"I'm just a soul whose intentions are good; Oh Lord, please don't let me be misunderstood!"
--The Animals

"Never fight with an ugly person. They have nothing to lose."
--Edwin R. Saferite

"Follow the path of serenity.Why lose your temper if by losing it you offend God, trouble your neighbor and in the end have to set things aright anyway?"
--Mother Teresa

"Never are we nearer the Light than when darkness is deepest."
--Swami Vivekananda

"The only Zen you find on the tops of mountains is the Zen you bring up there."
--Robert Pirsig

"Everyone is doing the best they can - not the best they know how but the best they can. So to judge others by our own standards is always a mistake."
--Dick Sutphen

A former inmate of a Nazi concentration camp was visiting a friend who had shared the ordeal with him.
"Have you forgiven the Nazis?" he asked his friend.
"Yes."
"Well, I haven't! I'm still consumed with hatred for them!"
"In that case," said his friend gently,
"They still have you prisoner."
--Ernest Kurtz and Katharine Kitcham

"We should have a great fewer disputes in the world if words were taken for what they are, the signs of our ideas only, and not for things themselves."
--John Locke

"In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends."
--Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.

"The practice of forgiveness is our most important contribution to the healing of the world."
--Montel Williams

"The significant problems we face cannot be solved at the same level of thinking
we were at when we created them."
--Albert Einstein

"In the choice between changing one's mind and proving there's no need to do so, most people get busy on the proof."
--John K. Gilbraith

"Shoot for the moon! Even if you miss you will land among the stars."
--Les Brown

"Imagination is the eye of the soul."
--Joseph Joubert

"Opportunities multiply as they are seized."
--Sun Tzu

"Obstacles are things people see when they take their eyes off their goal."
--E. Joseph Cossman

"When we choose actions that bring happiness and success to others, the fruit of our karma is happiness and success."
--Dr. Deepak Chopra

Hanging Bridge

Can't sleep. Too many questions.

Most of the times, I need time to be alone. But not like this. Not this time.

Been trying to cope up with an uninviting surprise. Still having the mindset to deal with the changes of what's going to happen. Going out of my comfort zone is out of my vocabulary.

Why do I let situation like this affect me? Why do I have to feed myself with thoughts that it might not push through? Why do I still have this hope inside of me that things will be ok?

All I need is the TRUTH. I deserve to know it. But, it seems like I'm not suppose to get an explanation. I've been waiting for weeks now. Still trying to act casual yet deep down I feel uneasy.

Wanna scream out loud til I lose my voice... Wanna cry til tears shed no more... Maybe then, I'll find the answers...

Who loves David Cook? --- I do!!!

Den, this is for you... Enjoy!

:: All Right Now ::
:: Billie Jean(Studio)
:: Always Be My Baby ::

:: Always Be My Baby (Studio Version) ::

:: Day Tripper (Studio Version) ::

:: Eleanor Rigby (Studio Full) ::
:: Everything I Do ::

:: Fall Back Into Me ::

:: Happy Together ::

:: Hello ::

:: I'm alive ::

:: Innocent ::

:: Lets Go ::

:: Little Sparrow (Studio Version) ::

:: All I Really Need ::

:: Music of the Night ::

:: Stitches ::

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Updates on Popular TV Series

SMALLVILLE

Premiere: October 16, 2001
Status: Current (Season 7)

Smallville is an American television series that follows the adventures of a young Clark Kent (Tom Welling), as a teenager living in Smallville, Kansas, during the years before he becomes Superman. Created by Alfred Gough and Miles Millar, Smallville debuted on October 16, 2001 on the WB Network, though it now airs on The CW (following the merger of The WB and UPN after the respective networks ceased operations) and is currently in its seventh season. Smallville is filmed in Vancouver area, British Columbia, Canada.

Smallville: Will Chloe Be the Next to Go?

Smallville is kind of falling to pieces these days.Kristin Kreuk is coming back for only a few episodes and Michael Rosenbaum is done.

Unfortunately, though, things might not be ending here. Though Allison Mack (Chloe) was rumored to be coming back...

(Source: Sidereel)

PRISON BREAK

Premiere: August 29, 2005
Status: Returns Fall 2008

Prison Break is an American television series that premiered on FOX in August of 2005. The story revolves around a man who was sentenced to death for a crime he did not commit and his brother's elaborate plan to help him escape his death sentence. The second season followed the brothers and a number of other prisoners on the loose and was officially titled Prison Break: Manhunt. Prison Break recently completed its third season, which found Michael back in jail - this time in a rough South American prison called SONA - with Lincoln free on the outside.

Breaking! Prison Break Brings Back Sarah Wayne Callies!

Here's some breaking news courtesy of E!Online for all of you Prison Break fans:

Sarah Wayne Callies (Dr. Tancredi) will be returning as a regular for the 4th season of Prison Break and it sounds like she will finally be finding love with none other than Michael Scofield - the man that caused her to cross ethical boundaries at her work, break the law and even turn back to drugs - but is oh so hot.You may be asking the obvious question, i.e., "How? How will Sara return when she doesn't have a freaking head?!" Well, Olmstead makes it clear that isn't Sara's head after all, and she's been alive, although not necessarily well, this whole time.

For you who don't know, Sarah Wayne Callies couldn't return to shoot Sara's death scene last season, so producers used a Polaroid photo of her from a wardrobe test. How did the Company turn that into a fake noggin? Watch the show!

(Source: E! Online)

GREY"S ANATOMY
Premiere: March 27, 2005
Status: Current

Grey's Anatomy is an Emmy, SAG, and Golden Globe award-winning American primetime television medical drama. It debuted on ABC as a midseason replacement on Easter Sunday, March 27, 2005, immediately following the popular Desperate Housewives. The story revolves around Dr. Meredith Grey (Ellen Pompeo), a surgical intern at the fictional Seattle Grace Hospital in Seattle, Washington. The show features an ensemble cast, though Meredith is featured as the central character, providing voice-over narration at the beginning and end of most episodes. The title of the show is a reference to the famous anatomy textbook, Gray's Anatomy.

The Return of Dr. Burke...

If you have seen the previews for tonight's new episode of Grey's Anatomy then you will have seen Christina getting all upset upon seeing a newspaper article about Dr. Burke receiving some kind of prestigious award.

(Source: Sidereel)

HEROES

Premiere: September 24, 2007
Status: Returns September 15, 2008

Heroes is a science fiction drama television series, created by Tim Kring, which premiered on NBC on September 25, 2006. The show tells the story of several people who "thought they were like everyone else... until they realized they have incredible abilities" such as telepathy, time travel, flight and spontaneous regeneration. These people soon realize they have a role in preventing a catastrophe and saving mankind. The series emulates the writing style of American comic books with short, multi-episode story arcs that build upon a larger, more encompassing arc. Kring said "we have talked about where the show goes up to five seasons."

Another Hero: Brea Grant

Brea Grant - last seen on Friday Night Lights - will be joining the cast of Heroes as a young woman with the power of superspeed.

We'll first learn of this power when she utilizes her abilities to steal some paintings from an art museum!

(Source: Sidereel)

Undeniable emotions

The truth is painful. Deep down, nobody wants to hear it, especially when it hits close to home. Sometimes we tell the truth because the truth is all we have to give. Sometimes we tell the truth because we need to say it out loud to hear it for ourselves. And sometimes we tell the truth because we just can't help ourselves. Sometimes, we tell them because we owe them at least that much.

... change, we don't like it, we fear it ...

... I guess we're adults ... the question is, when did that happen, and how do we make it stop ...

... denial ... it's not just a river in Egypt ... it's a freakin' ocean ..

Deep down, everyone wants to believe they can be hardcore. But being hardcore isn’t just about being tough. It’s about acceptance. Sometimes you have to give yourself permission to not be hardcore for once. You don’t have to be tough every minute of every day. It’s okay to let down your guard. In fact there are moments when it’s the best thing you can possibly do… as long as you choose your moments wisely.

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Caught in the Middle

en·dur·ance

• permanence, duration endurance of the play's importance>
• the ability to withstand hardship or adversity; especially : the ability to sustain a prolonged stressful effort or activity endurance>
• the act or an instance of enduring or suffering <endurance of many hardships>

How to cope up with an unpleasant news? Uninviting surprise?
How to hold your grip so tight if they're about to let go?

Stay?

Just keep holding on...
Still give your ALL...
Blood! Tears! Sweat! Time! Your life!
Until you ran out of reasons to hold on...

Move on...
Start all over...
Find your new family... Your new home...

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Must see sites [Part 2]

I'm not pro in the blogging community. But with the help of these useful links, I was able to understand do's and don'ts, must have's in my site. You might wanna check this out.

Twitter. Free service that lets you keep in touch with people using the web, your phone, or IM.

Free Chatbox. Put your own chat room on your web page, myspace, piczo, blog etc. Chat live with your visitors. Choose an avatar. Delete messages. You can choose a background color or use your own background picture.

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MyBlog. Connect with Fellow readers, Add widgets, Join Community, etc. Very helpful for starters.

Beta Blogger for Dummies. Dummies Guide to Google Blogger Beta. How to Blog, New Blogger, Blogger, Help, Templates, Adsense, Google. SEO, Social Media Optimization. Very useful and helpful.

Widget Box. Find thousands of widgets for your blogsite. Add, create and customize your widgets.

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Oh I love Victoria Secret

I discovered a website where I can really buy authentic Victoria Secret products! All items are ordered from the US. OMG! I really love Victoria Secret Garden collection particularly Vanilla Lace. But of course, it's my scent! I've been using Refreshing Body Mist eversince.

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Driving force... Core Happiness!

"Moments of sadness. Dissatisfaction. Failure. Disappointments. Disagreements. Undefined scope. Immeasurable biases. Left out. Alone. Unsupported. Indispensable. Agonies. Stressed. Confusions. Arguments. Demotivated."

These are all negative feelings that all of us feel during the lowest point of our life. I, myself experienced such. Leaving your comfort zone is always an option. But will that address the issue? Certainly not.

At times we want to give up. At times we just want to go with the flow. Be casual as we can be. I think this is normal. We're just human. We have emotions.

My Boss always tell me to control my emotions. You can easily predict what my mood is. Yes! I'm a very transparent person. I laugh. Cry. Shown. Frown. Agitate. Under no circumstances should I set aside what I feel. I just easily let it out. The question is... did these help me to accomplish my goals? Definitely not.

Upon processing things, I realized that it's pushing me to dwell more on the emotions but not really the solution of the problem. One way to combat negative emotions is to find your core happiness. What keeps you going? What makes you happy? What are the things that lighten up your day? Could be a SMILE from your colleagues. Cup of coffee. Your family. Loved ones. Friends. Status. Achievement. Achievements. Goals. Principle...

Clock is ticking. I still have shift schedule later. Yet I feel energized. I know there will be upcoming challenges at work and it's inevitable. Just need to stop. Breath. Concentrate. Reminisce the happy thoughts, process it to drive my core happiness back. Happy thoughts! Just focus on happy thoughts!

Unlocking the secret in your PC

Someone just sent me a private message in Friendster that really amuzed me. Well, I tried all the steps and it definitely worked. If you're concerned on how to increase video streaming or Internet connection, how to get free e-books, power point presentation templates, etc., how to browse internet using your notepad and how to HIDE YOUR FAVORITE FILE using jpeg? Then, this is a must!

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So go ahead and unlock the secret by pinoy tech guy. I'm telling you, this is worth it! Thanks to my anonymous sender. I really appreciate it. I loooveee it!

New Addiction

Oh yes! I've been fascinated with Facebook. It's totally new for me and still trying to get used to it. It's better than social-networking sites. You can do anything you want. Be a slayer! Give Starbucks coffee to a friend. Plant a tree! Own someone! I even received Gucci bags! Yep! Really cool huh?! But of course, it's all virtual. Gotta make use of your imagination!

Pain killerz

Just arrived from our ANZAC Party at Elbow Room in Metrowalk. . Good thing that I was able to leave early. Btw, if you have no idea what ANZAC means. Here goes... (Australian and New Zealand Army Corps).

Although Anzac Day, the anniversary of the first day of conflict, does not mark a military triumph, it does remind Kiwis (New Zealanders) of a very important episode in New Zealand's history. Great suffering was caused to a small country by the loss of so many of its young men. But the Gallipoli campaign showcased attitudes and attributes - bravery, tenacity, practicality, ingenuity, loyalty to King and comrades - that helped New Zealand define itself as a nation, even as it fought unquestioningly on the other side of the world in the name of the British Empire.

So much about history...

During the afternoon, Ivy and I were playin' with our Boss's new 6500 phone inside her office. Mind you, Boss's phone is really cool with its sleek design. We just had a conference call about our ASAT results. There was not much meat to that meeting due to the fact that our account wasn't included in the results. (Long story...)

I've no plans of goin to the ANZAC party because I have shift schedule tomorrow. Not only that I was on leave for 3 days, but I was also not feeling well due to my vertigo. (Told you, until now it's keeping me paranoid.)

My mindset was I won't be attending the party because intended to go straight home after the interview. Bottom line is... I attended the party. Infact, I went there with my Boss, Andrei and Arlo.

I've not been partying for how many months now, still couldn't enjoy the party. Still paranoid! Couldn't smoke... Couldn't have a shot! Oh, I had just one San Mig light.

Next to me is Anj then Raya. We didn't plan wearing the same color. It just happened. Same wavelength?!!! Anj had to leave for Medical City because Ching has been confined for 2 days now. :( Don't wanna dwell too much on that idea cause it's breaking me apart.

Didn't stay that long at the party. After Raya's piece, I asked Ivy if we can leave already. I was starting to have a migraine again. So, gotta contain it before I really spoil the fun.

Scared to death

I've been wallowing on what's going to happen with me this Saturday. It just started with a simple migraine which triggered my vertigo. Holysh*t! I was advised by my physician to undergo EEG test. So, I searched the net and here's what I've found out:

An electroencephalogram (EEG) (elek-tro-in-SEF-all-oh-gram) is a neurological test that measures the electrical signals within your brain, and records them on a graph.

I'm holding my breath til Saturday. I'm gonna be fine...

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Getting on my nerves

Now I know the reason why that fugly slut couldn't move up the rank. She's so dumb! She can't even speak good English. She's undeniably annoying. One big-LIAR! She has the guts to mock at me and talk behind my back. I couldn't bare the thought of seeing her (with her eyes rolling) whenever we bump into each other. If only I can be violent or be a true-blooded assassin. grrr... Just really wanna hit her until she gets hurt. Seriously, she needs to see a doctor. She needs therapy for that matter. It would help Communication Skills Training too, or maybe I should give her English 101 for Dummies.

Pause.

That's when I realized, retaliating back wouldn't stop her from being annoying. It wouldn't stop her from beating me (annoying me for that matter.) Calling her fugly slut won't make me skinner. Calling her stupid don't make me any smarter. Thought of ruining her life wouldn't do me any good and definitely won't make me any happier. All I can do with my life is try to take her out of my system. That's it! Need to block all negative thoughts...

My Vivvy...

So here's my lappy... (Don't mind Hello Kitty at the back.) Just got it yestderday! I love it! Got this from NEO. This may not be as branded as Acer, Dell, HP, etc. But I really love its light-weight and comes with its stylish design. Here are the specs:

Intel Core 2 Duo
1 MB cache, 1.86 Ghz, 533 Mhz FSB
Genuine Windows Vista® Home Basic
SiS M671MX + SiS 968
802.11 b/g Wireless
1 GB DDR2 Memory
12.1" WXGA Display
80 GB SATA Hard Drive
DVDRW SuperMulti
10/100 Mbps LAN
56K Dial-up Modem
3 x USB 2.0 Ports
300K NEO MotionEye WebCam
7-in-1 Card Reader
4-cell Lithium-Ion Battery
299 x 219 x 26.5-35.7 mm
~1.8 kg

Awesome! Another cross out in my checklist...

To My Loving Angel

" We can think of Angel's as light,
and it helps us to understand them,
because they all have the properties of light.
Light is very fast; it can travel across very
vast distances in just a blink of an eye.
A light illuminates the darkness, and angels can illuminate
the darkness in our lives and in our minds. "

~ Terry Lynn Taylor ~

I heard your angel whispers gently speak my name.
I listened with an open heart because life won't be the same.
I listened carefully and I'd know with absolute certainty that listening to your angel whispers is my road to eternity.

I missed you!