Can't sleep. Too many questions.
Most of the times, I need time to be alone. But not like this. Not this time.
Been trying to cope up with an uninviting surprise. Still having the mindset to deal with the changes of what's going to happen. Going out of my comfort zone is out of my vocabulary.
Why do I let situation like this affect me? Why do I have to feed myself with thoughts that it might not push through? Why do I still have this hope inside of me that things will be ok?
All I need is the TRUTH. I deserve to know it. But, it seems like I'm not suppose to get an explanation. I've been waiting for weeks now. Still trying to act casual yet deep down I feel uneasy.
Wanna scream out loud til I lose my voice... Wanna cry til tears shed no more... Maybe then, I'll find the answers...
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