On my way to town yesterday, there were so many things running through my head. I asked myself, did I make the right decision of leaving the company. Technically, I'm not yet resigned. It will be effective 2 weeks from now. But I was really wondering where will this lead me? Few decisions I made in the past practically made me regret at some point. Decisions that were decided due to the spur of the moment reaction. This time it's different. I'm physically, emotionally and morally affected. See, I was given a task to manage a startup account. It's really a long story. To cut to the chase, I did, and it went well except for the past month when we had a major setback.
Leaving the company wasn't an easy decision. I love what I do, I love the people I work with, I simply love my team. I recruited them, trained them, gave them confidence so they can be the best of what they can be. Maybe I got tired of all the stress and pressure. Managing an account with 3 LOBs isn't an easy job. I wasn't just a manager. They weren't just my team - They're family. At times, I was rough to my so-called kids. I usually get hot tempered. I was too disappointed... I felt... empty.
I believe things happened for a reason. This decision I made of leaving my comfort zone, my fortress wasn't easy but it's worth it...
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