Tuesday, March 1, 2005

Mixed emotions

A lady wearing pink shirt and jeans. Murdered with 22 stabs. Swimming in her own blood. Lying upon 8th flr TQA area. It's Dickie's nightmare. That lady was me. It was so creepy! It gave me goosebumps. But, i'm still alive. Maybe, it's a premonition or something. *knock*knock* Gotta beware!

Once again, i feel the pain... I'm shaking! I wanna tremble down into tears! There's nothing to hold back. Nothing to reconcile! I guess, he already let go...

I'll do my best to get up again. I lost my focus for the past few days. Have so many preoccupations. I need to move on. Gotta face a new life ahead of me. Should i welcome a new beginning?
"Love is what i'm offering to you with all honesty and sincerity. I really want you to be mine. And, you know that by heart! I'm not confused about my feelings about you. I already told you the truth. I love you so much that i'm willing to give up anything just to have you..."

Is it really the right time to move on? Let time heal the wounds... Let my tears just run dry. Let the pain subside... For only then i'd know if i can...

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